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(2 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

another morning entry. [21 Feb 2005|02:46am]
[ mood | restless ]

Lately I haven't been able to sleep at all.

Yes, the cold has been keeping me up, but I don't think that's the whole problem.
I think there are just too many things on my mind, too many things I need to think about that I have been putting off.

I guess I should lay down again. Try to fall asleep.

But it's sort of pointless. I need to clean my room. I need to do homework. I need to study. I need to catch up on everything.

My cat is sleeping on my bed. I wish everything could be that easy for us too. She just hopped on bed and instantly curled up into a little ball and fell asleep.

Gods, would that be nice.

If anyone is ever up, I should be here. Call me.


I'm going to go walk around the house, maybe sit outside or something. I have to get out of here.

goodnight.

(I couldn't be alone.)

ahhh insomnia [18 Feb 2005|01:32am]
[ mood | sore ]

my fucking throat.....

i've been up, just staring at the wall.

i hate not being able to sleep.
it gives you too much time to think.



i hate thinking...

especially if you think too much.












ahjlnasj skjhsjljshias

(1 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

damn livejournal. [16 Feb 2005|02:59pm]
leaving comments to yourself is LAME.
good thing its not you. and its your favorite person ever...
thats right....it's caressa.
the concert was good, yes?
yes.
it was.
thanks for the o.c. and friends thing in history class.
that was awesome.
hahahha joey and his fuzzy condom thing.
hahahahhahaha
i love that.
yeah...so.
let's go catch some butterflies one day.
no i'm kidding...
i hate butterflies.
going nofx? tell me later.
byeeeee cassie
- caressa

just kidding about the commenting yourself thing. you cant do that. thats also lame.

(I couldn't be alone.)

[13 Jan 2005|07:17pm]
soo..
Jan. 29. two-day film school. www.hollywoodu.com

wooo!


















why are you doing this now of all times?

why does everything have to be so blown out of proportion?

(4 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

[11 Jan 2005|07:54pm]
Artax

or

Falkor?

(3 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

Twista! [09 Jan 2005|10:17pm]
so. Stayed home and watched Twister. I was supposed to go to Jenna's on Saturday night, but I fricken lost my phone. Can you say 'grounded'? Well, I found it. Bad news - It was in a horse stall. I think it got stepped on too, because now the buttons work even worse than they did before. And I need to reburn the Late Late Show becuase it malfunctioned. grrrrrr.. Umm.. I guess thats it. Nothing much else going on. Studying. Lot's of studying. Wish I had something more interesting to post, but this is probably about as interesting as I get.


Oh, and God let me borrow The Office. Dad and I have been having fun watching that. Poor Tim. Everyone has to feel a twinge of sorrow for poor old Tim.

(1 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

A Great Moment In LJ Community History. [03 Jan 2005|04:48pm]
Hello,

I've been looking at your site and I want to start off by saying; im a huge jon brion fan. However, I think its very humorous that you have to be (underscore)jonbrion because im jonbrion. Which brings us to the reason why I have joined your community (and will remove myself after this post). Basically, I have quickly begun to hate you all, it's not personal, I just think you people are wasting your lives. Not to say jon brion isnt someone to be admired, because he is, I just think you dont deserve him because he is above you.....in every possible way....imagineable. Furthermore, I think dudeyrgetinadel should shut her wiener-washer. I realize you will probably delete this post after you read it, but I find a strange sense of satisfaction of not only obtaining the rights to the name jonbrion (cause you screwed the pooch) but, knowing that the only person with the actual name jonbrion will be deleted after their very first post. In closing, In closing, I actually hope Jon Brion actually reads this site (which he wont) and berates you for your rabid idolatry(which he would). I hope you all get whats coming to you.

Sincerely,

jonbrion




(virtual fuck you sign)
And yes, I do see the irony in joining a community I hate to demean it, so thank you for not bringing it up.


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dudeyrgetinadel
2004-12-29 10:51 (link)

1. how the fuck did you post this?

2. we obviously have to be "_jonbrion" because you already have the name "jonbrion"...can't use the same name twice.
and i don't think anyone here thinks they're "above" Jon Brion. everyone joined because they're fans of his music.

and to be honest, you wasted not only yours, but our time, writing this post. oh, and try proof-reading next time. i find it often helps.


p.s. oh god, that picture is just sooo funny. did you think of it? you're so original! seriously, i've never seen anything like that before. god, you're funny! fucktard.

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endheart
2004-12-29 12:07 (link)

wow, you're an idiot.

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whiteflash124
2004-12-29 21:01 (link)

Seriously, did you have a bad day or something??

Why the fuck are you coming over here to tell us that Jon Brion won't like the fact that he has fans that make a community devoted to him and talk about him.. INCLUDING his new cd's and etc. that we will all most likely go out and buy, giving him money.. Are you criminally insane or something? Or do you just want to be Mr. Bad-Ass because you have the "original" jonbrion name.. It's people like you who spread unnecessary hate throughout the world.. My advice to you would be to step back and look at yourself and maybe you'd find that writing "witty" bash posts to a community that really doesn't even give a shit what you say, probably won't do the world any good.

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whiteflash124
2004-12-29 21:03 (link)

oh and:



you too.

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nesmonster
2004-12-29 22:32 (link)

Says the man with a Livejournal account who took the time to write this.

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I Heart You.
panamohnia
2004-12-30 06:31 (link)

So let's get this straight:

You really present no real problems with this community other than its names' similarity to your livejournal name, which is understandable and unavoidable seeing as how both you and this community's founder chose the name to honor Jon Brion himself?

That makes very little sense. The irony of you joining a community to declare your hatred of it is actually dwarfed by the irony contained here:

"In closing, I actually hope Jon Brion actually reads this site (which he wont) and berates you for your rabid idolatry(which he would)"

However, I do commend you for your obvious proficiency at Google Image Search. Nicely done. I'm also pretty good at it:
(Insrt great picture)

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Re: I Heart You.
dudeyrgetinadel
2004-12-30 07:47 (link)

hahaha i love you dominic. you have no idea how tempted i was to find that pic myself.

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Re: I Heart You.
elijahhorseweez
2004-12-31 08:54 (link)

you desreve a nice, slow, drawn out clap.

and "jonbrion" needs a slap. loser.

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Re: I Heart You.
elijahhorseweez
2004-12-31 08:59 (link)

And you may want to pick this up at Borders Express next time you make a shopping trip.

   (complete idiots guide to my butt)


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suchagoodtalker
2005-01-01 00:46 (link)

so basically you think that Jon Brion would think that WE are pathetic for loving his music... not YOU, who is pretentious enough to think that you are the only person who deserves his music... way to be a fan...

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That was truly a moment in history.

(4 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

the bible sure is racy! [28 Dec 2004|10:05pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Genesis 19:5
They called to Lot, "Where are the men who came to you tonight? Bring them out to us so that we can have sex with them."


Judges 19:22
While they were enjoying themselves, some of the wicked men of the city surrounded the house. Pounding on the door, they shouted to the old man who owned the house, "Bring out the man who came to your house so we can have sex with him."


horny devils, aren't they?

(4 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

tsunamis and turntables. [27 Dec 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | touched ]

So, from yesterday to now everything was 't'. First, the tsunami.
Indonesia, Malaysia, Sri Lanka, all those places. Underwater. 24,000 or something death toll and counting.

Then, it was 'The Terminal'. Showed it to my grandparents. They said the acting was horrible, especially that 'little man in the red suit'. le gasp! rude.

Then, the tech-fair at the japanese cultural center today. raisng money for the geek convention this summer, we went searching for sponsorship money. Pacific Light.Net was the only company that seemed really interested. geeks unite.

Finally, it ends with Turntable. I walked into radioshack and walked out with a turntable. Now we can finally hear Dirty Blonde and Children of Madness. score.

So, it's been a 'terrific two' days.

WAIT! Theres one more 't'!

Since tomorrow is Tuesday, it's a T! And Garden State comes out! T!

Hell yes. There are outtakes. And Zach Braff. And great music. What a nice day.

(5 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

finally. [23 Dec 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

This morning I woke up crying. For the first time in a long while. The dream scared the shit out of me. I only remember a little bit of it now.

It all took place over a few years. The setting was a rundown hippy sort of place, with a grocery store. Right outside the grocery store was a fort like structure made of shopping carts, old sheets, and a few couches. There was a TV and a fridge, and I think a table. Yes, a table was there. There was a handmade sign that hung above the entrance that read, "KID-SITTING". Inside were about half a dozen people, three kids, three women. Sometimes there was one man, Jack. I don't remember the names of the women, but they were all very nice. Long dark hair, and giant necklaces. The kids were young too, the oldest 6, youngest 1 or 2. I know there was a band, with the three hippy women and Jack. He was the lead singer, and it was a great band. Any proceeds they made, they donated to the local hopitals and childrens centers. They performed for free, only accepted donations. Over time, the women adopted a few more kids, and while they were running their kid-sitting buisness outside the store, they had their children with them. Jack would dress up as Santa in the middle of July and go visit the childrens hospitals fatal sections, giving the kids one last christmas. The last thing I remember is seeing someone walk up the kid-sitters one day and ask about Jack. One of the women started crying and the kids all ran over to her. The other women looked at the person solemnly and pointed to a cross on the side of the shack-fort. On the cross it was etched rather harshly, "JACK". Then every single thing that could have happened to him went through my head. Being hit by a drunk driver, being murdered, getting AIDS, dying of heart break, being mauled by a neighbor's dog. But then, one of the visions stopped. It was Jack, walking back from the childrens hospital, pushing the door open. Right as he was doing that, the Governer (or something) was walking out also. Jack stepped aside and let him go first. The governer guy, wanting to impress the press and the paparazzi that was surrounding him, insisted that Jack go first. Jack turned to go out and thank the man, when he was shot. The shot that was intended for the governer hit Jack and killed him. I think it just hit me that it was someones kind deed that killed the one they wanted to make happy but saved themself. It was weird. And it freaked me out enough to make me cry in my sleep. And judging by the wetness-o-meter on the pillow, it was for a while.

So. Thats that. Creepy, eh?

Also. My dad was offered a job in California. He accepted, but we don't know if he got it.
If he did, its bye bye Hawaii. I don't particularly want to go. But I bet he won't get the job. He's got a lot of other people to get past.

Sweet Dreams.

P.S. Isn't that face weird? What is it?

(6 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

Wonka [13 Dec 2004|10:43pm]
i fucking love Tim Burton.

willy wonka trailer, thank you to Dayna for telling me about it.

http://playlist.yahoo.com/makeplaylist.dll?id=1313539&sdm=web&qtw=480&qth=300

the song will get stuck in your head. And so will the look on Depp's face.

like a droned out, too high to care look.

i love those men.

(I couldn't be alone.)

[07 Dec 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | monotonous. ]

it's just a chance we took
having never ever planned
to fall in love.

(2 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

nut smashing partay! [05 Dec 2004|12:18am]
[ mood | giddy ]

so. we had the party tonight, of mass proportions. not really. ten people.

anyway. at around 11:15, a few of us got bored. we called STAR. we think it was maleko, but we aren't really sure.
we called and once we got through, realized we didn't know what to say.

we said the first thing that came into mind. K, I, and F are us and radio man is .. self explanatory.

K : HI!
radio man : Hey! Whats up?!
K : We're uh..
K : We're smashing nuts!
radio man : What..?
F & I : We're smashing nuts!
F : Come to our nut-smashing party!
radio man : good for you, have fun!
K : We'll smash yours for you!
radio man : (hangs up)
K, I & F : Niiiiice.
::people in the background:: : BITCH! JERK! NUT-LOVER!

That was highly amusing. And trying to build card houses outside. With 30 mph wind gusts and rain. not as easy as it sounds.

mmm mmm boy. those nuts sure were yummy.

i love smashing nuts. smash some with us?

(I couldn't be alone.)

Question Day. [02 Dec 2004|09:15pm]
[ mood | buttered. ]

I was feeling rather down, after hearing some disturbing news, so I asked a few people a question.

Buttered __________. Fill in the blank. The responses I got were all very intelligent and I am sure much thought went into them.

O00STARFiSH000 : "buttered cow testicles"
naomh zavala : accordian!
Oriolanus : toast.
caring obsessor : pants!!

We have a great group of S.P.U.D.s here.

Our school hasn't had a senior prank in a looooong time.

cue the snickers and evil cackling of the class of 2007.

(6 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

[23 Nov 2004|05:55am]
!!!!!!
NIRVANA BOX SET!
U2!
HARRY POTTER!
!!!!!!


and HONEYCOMB. >:)

(2 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

haiku for the wind to pick up. [16 Nov 2004|10:02pm]
[ mood | full ]

imitating life
as if their own is lacking
like they're not alive.

(1 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

[09 Nov 2004|09:07pm]
[ mood | busy ]

www.godhatesfags.com

Nothing new there.

www.godhatesamerica.com

:O ::gasp::

www.godhatescanada.com

>:O What did Canada do to you?!

www.godhatesyou.com

This is just pathetic. God has to stop hating everyone.



So. Anyway. Nothings happened.
Dr. Jovovic said I need to apply myself more to math.
We are going to jump off Earth. I recruited Kara. RC26 = Me. KOUL = My Leader. He told me what to tell the new recruit.
KOUL: Tell her that we are going to jump from the stratosphere. Like that old geezer did in the 40's or something.
LATER
KOUL: Tell her we are going to go in SUV-imos back to our new country. The good country. The not Jesusland country.
KOUL : But first tell her we will be bathed. In hot tubs. Full of blue jello. In the SUV-imos.
RC26 : what the world is a SUV-imo....?!
KOUL : The devil, in limo form.
RC26: . . .
KOUL : The rat-ugly SUVs with six doors, that are stretch limos.
RC26 : Ohhhhh. i knew that. right.
RC26 : Continue.
RC26 : specially about the blue jello.
KOUL : Mine.
LATER
KOUL : SPORKS WILL RULE YOU.
KOUL : FUCK THE OTHER UTENSILS, SPORKS CAN DO IT ALL.
LATER
KOUL : And we can be genderless! Like the Bright and Shiny guys from Bubble Boy!
KOUL : Bright!
KOUL : And shiiiiiny!
RC26 : i don't think kara is up for this mission anymore.
KOUL : Bright! And shiiiiiiiiiny! Like jello!



I. Am. A. Loser. Living. In. America.
someone save the americans.


must. see. I HEART HUCKABEES. soon. now. right now. bring it on bitch. and FINDING NEVERLAND. hoh yeah.

chemistry calls.

(1 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

"When you kill someone under a forty foot statue of jesus you know you're in trouble." [30 Oct 2004|07:00am]
[ mood | sore ]

g
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my body is exhausted from watching other people party. is that possible?

people had fun.

I hung out on 'the table' with my drinking buddies. we toasted one to all of you in the gym shakin yo asses. not really..but mentally we did.

i still got this cough. goin to the doctor to get more flonase to see if it'll help.

my skin is super sensitive to the touch.. like, it doesn't hurt but it almost does. Anybody else got that?

oh man, i bet you people that did party all night long are super sore.. hope you feel better girls!

"nobody has managed to stun me speechless. except you"

(3 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

Remains Unsaid [04 Oct 2004|10:11pm]
[ mood | drained ]

need sugar..

I think we are having a movie fest this coming Saturday, for anyone interested. It's gonna be off the hizzle, foh nizzle. Napolean Dynamite, then Garden State. This time I WILL throw my orange!

plus - seeing Mean Creek on Friday. Then the school play. Go people in the play that I know! Whoop. If you wanna go, hollah.

mmm.. I want to go out and kick the Gabbard sign down the street... that guy is pissing a lot of people off. 'round here anyway.

I think I'll go out for a walk in a little bit.

Yes. In fact I will.

Whoa... I'm updating from 1974.

Jan. 07, 1974.

Time travel IS possible!


goodbye sweethearts.


edit : dammit... I updated in 1974 .. I just think it's on my first page... too lazy.

(3 can't | I couldn't be alone.)

sick [20 Sep 2004|08:50am]
been sick all weekend. did mostly nothing. watched a movie. talked to Denise about Hudson. think it's going to happen. got internet on the tablet. won't be in school until late tomorrow. jesus this is crazy. i actually miss school. dammit. i didn't give anyone my chemistry homework. grrrrrrreat. oh well. one assignment is going to suck but it won't permamnently damage my grade. unless we have a test. thats just delicous. and here I am. Watching people eat sheep. nope. now hes eating people. back to sheep. Ok. I gotta get off of this. tired. i'll see you guys tomorrow. hope you guys didn't get sick too.

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